Dream Girl

10.10

2011-10-09T09:05:00.001-07:00

I like this date and ya..it's really meaningful date. LOL

The story

2011-10-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

I didn't watch Grey's Anatomy for so long after I came in to MMU and finally today I watched it and it was a musical episode for Callie or Sara Ramirez who had an accident and trying hard to live back in this world. Well, even though I don't like Grey's Anatomy change into a musical show but it is only for 1 episode and surprisingly I like Callie sing. So here's the song that she sing and it was WOW..

btw, IMY boy... T_T

Bored

2011-10-06T09:36:00.000-07:00

I am so bored!!!

I don't even know what to do.

Can't drive a car and go out.

Internet slow like a snail.

Friends too busy to find you.

Argh..what can I do at this time of situation.

And I tired of posting emo post..zzzzz

F!! I'm still care!!

2011-10-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

It's hard to let go a person that you really comfortable with.

Even though you try to not to care bout the person..but you still care. I am so disappointed with myself that I can't have my own principal and follow it.

Why should I be like this.

Guys will start to care bout you when you stop care bout them. Even though girls is soft-heart but this doesn't mean that guys can take advantage on girls by trying to make the girls waiting and waiting and waiting for stupid thing called love.

Well, this is who I am..I will stop care when the time comes.

It's time.

2011-09-30T13:00:00.000-07:00

Don't you feel great when you stop care bout someone who doesn't even care for what you did to them?

Well, sometimes I feel great because I feel relieve when I stop care bout a person who didn't appreciate you. He may be important to me but that's not the way he can treat me. I'm trying to make things back to normal and feel like last time but the more I try the more I get hurt. Maybe it's time to let go. I should learn how to let go something that is not belong to me even though the thing is important.

I didn't lose anything from a guy who doesn't even love me but he do lost a person who love him so much. =)

Break into pieces..~

2011-09-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

Why would a girl still close to a guy who never appreciate her and who always break her heart?

Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

O.o

2011-03-29T11:32:00.000-07:00

Stupid Drama~!!

2011-03-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

Life full of dramas..

It might be a happy drama or it might be a sad drama..

What had happened to my life recently is really sucks.

I thought it will end during my semester break,

but I was wrong.

No, I won't tell you all the story here because I'm sick and tired of it.

Why it cannot be end just like that?

Why must there'll be another person or whoever it is must continue all this stupid drama?

What I had last month is enough already for me. It hurts me deeply and I just wish that I can continue my life like usual and move on.

For those who keep making story..stop it!

If you still insist want to do it then DON'T INCLUDE ME in your story.

Please let me move on with my life happily.

I am over this things all already.

I trying to stand on my own now and please don't ruin it.

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I don't know what I did to you in the past until I get all these stupid things day by day.

I guess I deserve it and YES I will accept it with my open heart.

I know that someday the truth will come.

Do you know that our ego is just the same?

Do you realize that we both keep making each other life miserable?

Honestly, I'm not happy that we both become enemy.

For me, being your enemy or other person's enemy is useless.

You may say that I'm trying to ruined your life.

You may say that I'm evil.

You can say everything that you want..

I don't mind and I will accept it even though those words are too harsh,

because only god know the truth and someday you will know the truth.

I hope you happy with your new life now..

All the best to you..=)

- Please stop this stupid drama -

Get it right~!

2011-03-25T05:44:00.000-07:00

Glee - Get it right..

A song that can describe everything that what I wanted to say...

What have I done? I wish I could

Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/get-it-right-lyrics.html ]
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

I remember you

2010-02-19T08:56:00.000-08:00

Tonight, I stared all the stars and I feel want to touch it..

How I wish I can go far from here and go up...or everynight watch the wonderful stars..I missed him...Im sory what I've done to him last time...The stars always reminds me of him..no one else..except him... The moments we watched together...it was a sweet memories...now...we just move on with our own way..

I just need my bff...OMG...only God knows how I miss them... I miss them more than everyting I miss in this world...I really need them now...express my feeling... I know now technology getting better...but its totally different from seeing ur best friends face to face...I dont know when we can gather together since all of us studying at different places..

I just need them....=(

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-19T07:57:00.000-08:00

It's still not late to wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year since chinese new year have 15 days to celebrate..

Well, I celebrated my cny in Melaka with Jace and his family and also his friends...

Angpau?? Hmm...Eventhough the amount small but I appreciate it and at least I got than never...rite..=)

The conclusion is...Im happy with my cny...hehe...thanks to Jace's parents because bring me out to celebrate cny...and also to Jace la...=p...

Before cny.. my roommates and I decorated our room's door...we have the MOOD to celebrate it...haha

Jeng Jeng...even thought its simple but I like it... I just love my roommates...^^

Happy Chinese New Year my friends...hehehe

Oh ya...next week 3 days open house at my friends' house..will eat a bit only because its lent season for christian and guess what..I forgot about it..damn...Im not true christian actually..>.<...bad me...
Anyway, I enjoyed my cny and hope u guys feel the same too...=)

Rainy Day

2009-11-21T00:23:00.000-08:00

Saturday~~

Nothing interesting to do
Stuck with assignments
Rainy day..
reminds me of my childhood..
play rain and enjoy..
I wish I could return to my childhood moments
where I no need to think about assignments and problems that come day by day

I can feel I'm not the old me anymore
time change me
Haiz....I just pray that someday I will find freedom..
release from tension..
enjoy my life..

Puppies are cute..!!

2009-11-05T09:32:00.000-08:00

Puppies is my fav pet...but when it grow up...eww...how ugly it is...hmm... I hate when they grow up... can't they small forever...ish...

Here are some pictures of my puppies when they were small...

sleep together...aww...^^

Roar~~~....I wan't eat you....=p

why you looking at me??!!

now is my fake puppy...but I like it because it was given by someone special and a present for me after came back from Sabah...land below the wind~~~

my special puppy...so small and cute and can't grow up...haha...muaxx....

Love Notes

2009-11-04T19:11:00.000-08:00

6-Year-Old Girl with Brain Cancer Hid Love Notes for Her Parents to Find After Her Death

When 6-year-old Elena Desserich was diagnosed with brain cancer, she began hiding hundreds of little love notes around the house for her parents to find after she was gone. Here’s the story:
Just before her sixth birthday, Elena Desserich (right) was diagnosed with brain cancer and given 135 days to live. She lived 255 days, passing away in 2007. After her death, Elena’s parents, Brooke and Keith, found hundreds of notes from Elena hidden around the house — in between CD cases, between bookshelves, in dresser drawers, in backpacks….
"It just felt like a little hug from her, like she was telling us she was looking over us"
Elena left hundreds of notes like these:

Elena’s parents, Brooke and Keith Desserich, have now published these notes in a book called Notes Left Behind to fund a non-profit organization The Cure Starts Now dedicated to fighting pediatric brain cancer.

Yong Yuan Zai Shen Bian Lyric

2009-08-04T02:28:00.000-07:00

* Baby boy

yong yuan yong yuan shou qian shou

yi bu liang bu yi qi zou

yong yuan yong yuan yao ji de

wo men yao yi qi sheng huo

bu guan qing tian de shi hou

bu guan xia yu de shi hou

bu fang kai shou dao yong jiu

wo men yao yi qi sheng huo /

yan lei

ta wei ni liu guo

ye wei zi ji diao guo

dui yu ni men de ai

ta zong shi bao zhe jian

qiang de xiao rong

cuo guo na xie shi jian

xie xie ta de shou hou

shi shi hou

jin jin qian ta de shou

dai ta dao ni de cheng bao li

zui jin hai hao ma

xiang nian de xin kai bu liao kou

ku xiang zhe ni you mei you

hao hao guo

dan xin zhe ni mei tian sheng huo

ni hao ma zui jin ru he

zhao gu shen ti gong zuo jia you

wo yi ge ren ye hui yong

gan hao hao guobu rang ni dan

xin duo yi miao

xiang nian zhe

mei tian mei miao

wo men gu shi

mei tian mei miao

shuo hao de shi

liang ge ren yi qi san bu shi

zui lang man de shi

ni jiu shi wo de tian shi

gei wo li liang neng gou jian chi

na xie guan xin wen hou

chi bang yi yang de shuang shou

shi wo zui xing fu de suo you

xin li mian you ni

jian de jiao luo

cui ruo shi wo neng gou

duo yi duo

ni ai wo

xiang chi bang yi yang

wen rou de shou

wo yao bao zhe

ni bu yao zai cuo guo

ni de ai

shi zui lan na pian tian kong

Cuz baby girl

I’m coming back home

(Repeat *)

xing fu

shao le ni zai shen bian

bu hui wan zheng

ren chao zhong chao

ni zou lai na zhang

ke ai wei xiao de

lian kong

zhe fen ai

bu shi ji dong

shou hu yi bei zi de gan dong

zhe duan lu ta zhe xing fu

de mei yi bu yi qi

qian zhe shou

xin teng ni hui shui bu hao

zong shi suo zai chuang de yi jiao

wo yao hui lai gei ni yi kao

hong ni kan ni xiao zhe shui zhou

zhao pian li ni de wei xiao

wo men tian mi de da nao

hao xi wang wei feng ba si nian

dai ti wo qin wen ni zui jiao

xiang nian zhe

mei tian mei miao

wo men gu shi

mei tian mei miao

shuo hao de shi

yue ding hao qu kan de feng jing

ai pu cheng le shi

ni jiu shi wo de tian shi

gei wo li liang neng gou jian chi

yang guang can lan wu hou

wo you zai jie shang zou

ni de ying zi bu zai ji mo

xiang dao ni de shen bian

dao bu liao

xiang ge lu ren ban kan re nao

jing guo na ge shu yu

wo men de zhuan jiao

zou guo liang ge ren

ceng jing guang de jie

na xie dian

hai you shou xi de hua mian

Oh baby girl I’m coming back home

(Repeat *)

mei you ban fa xiang xiang

na hua mian

yi ge gu du de bei ying zou zai

xiao gong yuanyi ke xin

xu yao nuan

yi shuang shou

xu yao qiangu shi yao you mei hao jie ju

xu yao liang shuang shou lai xie

yong yuan

bu shi zhi chu xian zai tong

hua li de meng

zai shen bian

yan lei jia le mi tang tian

zhe ju dian

yao wan mei hua zai

wu ming zhi shang

cheng nuo de kai shi

lian ren men

yao yi qi zhen cang

love this song by Da Mouth^^

Food I ate in Malacca

2009-08-01T18:35:00.001-07:00

Everywhere in Malacca...
I took picture of it...
Enjoyed it and wan't it again...
A lot of nice food you can find in Malacca..^^
Wish Malacca's food can make me FAT..haha...

Here are some food that I took picture of it which are the food that I like..

Okay...I don't know the food's name but it really really nice and I like it..It was at Jonker.. ~~yum yum~~

This is ayam penyek with sambal...a food that really spicy and almost killed me at the restaurant...luckily I've ordered a big glass of drink...hehe...
Its really nice and can find it at Ixora's shop...

Another my favourite... Nyonya Laksa in Jonker...
I love it...not really spicy and taste nice...
I wan't to eat again but have to wait for a long queue..=.=

My dream Boyfriend..=p

2009-08-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

KIM HYUN JOONG

He's my future boyfriend..
yes..only in my dream..so sad..huhu...=(
well, I know him from my roommate when we watched a korean movie about boys overs flower...I think the title is like that..something like that..=p
Cute leh...I know..!!
That's why I like him...hehe...=p
I like his cute face and his small lips..^^
I like everything about him...hehe..think so..
Wish Malaysian Guys have a face like him..haizz...unfortunately..none...

Sunday Morning

2009-08-01T18:08:00.000-07:00

Now is Sunday..9.11 AM~~~
Tomorrow is Monday...yeah...going back to Sabah tomorrow...wooh...can't wait..
I woke up early..check my email,facebook, friendster and update my blog again..
Okay~~ I have time to do all this but I don't have time to do my assignment and homework...haha..=p..

Why I woke up so early???
Because my dad called me then I cannot sleep back...now I feel hungry...
I wan to eat something nice and delicious...~~yum yum~~

Things to do today are :-

a) wash my clothes
b) packing
c) clean my room
d) cook for my breakfast,lunch and dinner
e) do my ASS - ignment
f) lastly..online~~~^^

boring leh...

Such a boring day...!!

2009-08-01T09:41:00.000-07:00

Okay..today is saturday...
everybody went back already to their hometown for sem-break except for me...stuck here for 3 days... really a boring day for me...
my flight is on Monday..1 day to go but I can't wait..arghh...

so, I surf internet, chatting with Qibah n Zi Han, n lastly, self-captured...hehe

Dis is what i did for the whole day..=p

Had a blast birthday..!!

2009-08-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

30.07.2009 not a boring day for my birthday...
well, eventhough its boring at afternoon but i had great time wit my coursemate..
i dunno wat happened that day wen suddenly almost all law students took pictures here and there while waiting for PGL class to start..but guys,thats was fun...bcoz i like to take pic.. ^^

me n julia..

julia,ah song, sy n me...

this is what happened when u dun wan to listen to me...haha..

Okay...enough with pictures in class...now pictures I went out with cassie,qibah, muz,ben, azu n sashi at Red Island and Ixora's pool...

love them..xoxo

i like this pic

Dis is my cake made by them in Red Island...hehe..

After dinner with my coursemates...I went back..then suddenly my housemates gave me surprise for my birthday...aww..i was touched by them...so sweet...

I tout they forgot my birthday...I told them that today is my birthday but they ignored me...huhu...but they have planned it earlier...hiao ah....haha... Then,the biggest happy moment for me was they gave me present...ahhhh.....

A bag from Fabiano Ricco...^^

my birthday cake...chocolate..yes...i like it...^^

my cake cute like me leh...hehe

forced by my housemates to take the candle from the cake...

Thanks to my housemates n coursemates for celebrated my birthday..love u ol..

*hugs n kisses for u guys...muaxx...xoxo..^^

Life in Malacca

2009-07-26T06:00:00.001-07:00

Now I'm start enjoying my life in Malacca..
I have nice housemates and especially roommates...
Every time we went out together either went to Dataran Pahlawan or Mahkota Parade or Jonker..we'll sure we having a good time together because we're not going to stay together forever..
We enjoyed our day...My favourite part is
SHOPPING...
yes..absolutely...who doesn't like shopping...I'm a SHOPAHOLIC...

My life in NS..

2009-06-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

19th march 2009

The story begin.. :-

I was placed in a dorm named KEMBOJA ..

At first time,i dun really like my dorm because I want to be at the same dorm with my bestfriend that is adel .. but they separate us...

Day by day..Im getting close with my dormmates n I really have fun wit them..

Eventhough sumtimes we don't like sumones attitude but its normal..

Nobody perfect..

I still cannot forget the time we carry da bed together as da punishment..dat time a lot of words came out from our mouth..haha... I know all of us angry dat time..feel tired..of coz we say da bad words..=p..but now its only a memory...huhu..

Yaya the quatermaster of da camp...she's really lazy..haha.. sumtimes she escape prayers everyday with anne,ica n diya...opps..kantoi ya...haha...she also like to siram orang during we bath..bad yaya...btw,i like her n i love her...hehe..

Chen Chen my adik..=p.. We always stick together until they say we both are twins.. she's my close fren in ns because we sleep,eat,bath n go 2 sumwer always together...dats y i love her n nw i miss her so much...

Syahirah n dhila..a bestfren..and really holy...hehe..we call them mak aji 1 n mak aji 2..haha... Syirah likes to eat maggie..ish3...not nice la...dhila reminds me of khakhakhakha.....haha...=p

Diya is really funny 1..u can recognize her by seeing how she run..haha..her nickname in ns was lilo..i dunno why..maybe she looks like a lilo..kan diya..=p

She is my jiran in dorm...she slept besides me n I always disturb her closet..hehe...

Ica kuat melatah...hehe...I like to kacau2 her...she's a really nice n soft girl but she also say da bad words...haha..

Anne who always make noise in da dorm during da late nite...she make everyone cannot sleep because of her annoying voice...haha...jan marah ye anne..=p

Mey lerh,ekei,ying ying n pui yein..da chinese girls.. they dun like spicy foods..like me also...they like to eat maggie... all of them angkat dobi wit me n da indian girls...kan..=)

Zeda n nana like siblings..hehe...yaya n da geng always disturb them..hehe...especially nana...kcian nana...=p

Intan perempuan melayu terakhir...haha... she allergic with people because she don't like people to touch her..except her mother...kan intan...she also change clothes behind da door...haha...very funny when we disturb her...

Puva n geetha da indian girls...hehe...

mostly they always lama2 in da shower room until I shout at them...hehe...

They easily kena bully la...especially when chaca bully puva...haha...

And for those who going back early before d ns finish..thanks 4 what u guys have done to our dorm no matter in bad or good situation..hehe..=p

Still miss this girls ;-

Chaca,aida,qis,DK,feeza,hannah n luchi..

To all my dormmmates...thanks 4 being a nice+funny+crazy friends to me...

I appreciate ur love n kindness..Hope that we'll see each other again..lots of love from me..bridget@bj..xoxo

8th June 2009..end of da ns life.

Sabah N Selangor's Girls

19th march 2009 - 8th june 2009

Hotties sisters in NS

2009-06-20T22:40:00.000-07:00

The best moments with them during da ns..

i'll remember the time we've spend together..

From left is Franz@sis chubby, me@sis slim and chen chen@adik kesayangan.. All things we did together even bath, eat n sleep also together..hehe..=p..

I still remember the time when I leave the camp,both of them cry until their face looks red..haha...well,I appreciate their tears..=)..

Three of us are in da same company that is Delta but ony franz different dorm..

This pic taken when we have our pillow talk dat nite...oww...still miss da nite...We talk about our problems n many more...crazy nite I think so..=p

Y we have our own nickname in ns..??
Franz was call as sis chubby because she is chubby..haha..berisi...=p
I was call as sis slim because I was skinny...well,I like my body..=p
Chen Chen as adik kesayangan because she really manja n she has a cute voice...=)

Thats all for now...I will update my blog from time to time...=)