Stupid Drama~!!

Life full of dramas..

It might be a happy drama or it might be a sad drama..

What had happened to my life recently is really sucks.

I thought it will end during my semester break,

but I was wrong.

No, I won't tell you all the story here because I'm sick and tired of it.

Why it cannot be end just like that?

Why must there'll be another person or whoever it is must continue all this stupid drama?

What I had last month is enough already for me. It hurts me deeply and I just wish that I can continue my life like usual and move on. 

For those who keep making story..stop it!

If you still insist want to do it then DON'T INCLUDE ME in your story.

Please let me move on with my life happily.

I am over this things all already.

I trying to stand on my own now and please don't ruin it.

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I don't know what I did to you in the past until I get all these stupid things day by day.

I guess I deserve it and YES I will accept it with my open heart.

I know that someday the truth will come.

Do you know that our ego is just the same?

Do you realize that we both keep making each other life miserable?

Honestly, I'm not happy that we both become enemy.

For me, being your enemy or other person's enemy is useless.

You may say that I'm trying to ruined your life.

You may say that I'm evil.

You can say everything that you want..

I don't mind and I will accept it even though those words are too harsh,

because only god know the truth and someday you will know the truth.

I hope you happy with your new life now..

All the best to you..=)

- Please stop this stupid drama -

Get it right~!

Glee - Get it right..

A song that can describe everything that what I wanted to say...

What have I done? I wish I could

Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/get-it-right-lyrics.html ]
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

I remember you

Tonight, I stared all the stars and I feel want to touch it..

How I wish I can go far from here and go up...or everynight watch the wonderful stars..I missed him...Im sory what I've done to him last time...The stars always reminds me of him..no one else..except him... The moments we watched together...it was a sweet memories...now...we just move on with our own way..

I just need my bff...OMG...only God knows how I miss them... I miss them more than everyting I miss in this world...I really need them now...express my feeling... I know now technology getting better...but its totally different from seeing ur best friends face to face...I dont know when we can gather together since all of us studying at different places..

I just need them....=(

Happy Chinese New Year

It's still not late to wish all my friends Happy Chinese New Year since chinese new year have 15 days to celebrate..

Well, I celebrated my cny in Melaka with Jace and his family and also his friends...

Angpau?? Hmm...Eventhough the amount small but I appreciate it and at least I got than never...rite..=)

The conclusion is...Im happy with my cny...hehe...thanks to Jace's parents because bring me out to celebrate cny...and also to Jace la...=p...

Before cny.. my roommates and I decorated our room's door...we have the MOOD to celebrate it...haha

Jeng Jeng...even thought its simple but I like it... I just love my roommates...^^

Happy Chinese New Year my friends...hehehe

Oh ya...next week 3 days open house at my friends' house..will eat a bit only because its lent season for christian and guess what..I forgot about it..damn...Im not true christian actually..>.<...bad me...
Anyway, I enjoyed my cny and hope u guys feel the same too...=)

Rainy Day

Saturday~~

Nothing interesting to do
Stuck with assignments
Rainy day..
reminds me of my childhood..
play rain and enjoy..
I wish I could return to my childhood moments
where I no need to think about assignments and problems that come day by day

I can feel I'm not the old me anymore
time change me
Haiz....I just pray that someday I will find freedom..
release from tension..
enjoy my life..

Puppies are cute..!!

Puppies is my fav pet...but when it grow up...eww...how ugly it is...hmm... I hate when they grow up... can't they small forever...ish...

Here are some pictures of my puppies when they were small...

sleep together...aww...^^

Roar~~~....I wan't eat you....=p

why you looking at me??!!


now is my fake puppy...but I like it because it was given by someone special and a present for me after came back from Sabah...land below the wind~~~

my special puppy...so small and cute and can't grow up...haha...muaxx....

Love Notes

6-Year-Old Girl with Brain Cancer Hid Love Notes for Her Parents to Find After Her Death

When 6-year-old Elena Desserich was diagnosed with brain cancer, she began hiding hundreds of little love notes around the house for her parents to find after she was gone. Here’s the story:
Just before her sixth birthday, Elena Desserich (right) was diagnosed with brain cancer and given 135 days to live. She lived 255 days, passing away in 2007. After her death, Elena’s parents, Brooke and Keith, found hundreds of notes from Elena hidden around the house — in between CD cases, between bookshelves, in dresser drawers, in backpacks….
"It just felt like a little hug from her, like she was telling us she was looking over us"
Elena left hundreds of notes like these:

Elena’s parents, Brooke and Keith Desserich, have now published these notes in a book called Notes Left Behind to fund a non-profit organization The Cure Starts Now dedicated to fighting pediatric brain cancer.