10.10

I like this date and ya..it's really meaningful date. LOL

The story

I didn't watch Grey's Anatomy for so long after I came in to MMU and finally today I watched it and it was a musical episode for Callie or Sara Ramirez who had an accident and trying hard to live back in this world. Well, even though I don't like Grey's Anatomy change into a musical show but it is only for 1 episode and surprisingly I like Callie sing. So here's the song that she sing and it was WOW..

btw, IMY boy... T_T

Bored

I am so bored!!!

I don't even know what to do.

Can't drive a car and go out.

Internet slow like a snail.

Friends too busy to find you.

Argh..what can I do at this time of situation.

And I tired of posting emo post..zzzzz

F!! I'm still care!!

It's hard to let go a person that you really comfortable with.

Even though you try to not to care bout the person..but you still care. I am so disappointed with myself that I can't have my own principal and follow it.

Why should I be like this.

Guys will start to care bout you when you stop care bout them. Even though girls is soft-heart but this doesn't mean that guys can take advantage on girls by trying to make the girls waiting and waiting and waiting for stupid thing called love.

Well, this is who I am..I will stop care when the time comes.

It's time.

Don't you feel great when you stop care bout someone who doesn't even care for what you did to them?

Well, sometimes I feel great because I feel relieve when I stop care bout a person who didn't appreciate you. He may be important to me but that's not the way he can treat me. I'm trying to make things back to normal and feel like last time but the more I try the more I get hurt. Maybe it's time to let go. I should learn how to let go something that is not belong to me even though the thing is important.

I didn't lose anything from a guy who doesn't even love me but he do lost a person who love him so much. =)

Break into pieces..~

Why would a girl still close to a guy who never appreciate her and who always break her heart?

Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

O.o

Stupid Drama~!!

Life full of dramas..

It might be a happy drama or it might be a sad drama..

What had happened to my life recently is really sucks.

I thought it will end during my semester break,

but I was wrong.

No, I won't tell you all the story here because I'm sick and tired of it.

Why it cannot be end just like that?

Why must there'll be another person or whoever it is must continue all this stupid drama?

What I had last month is enough already for me. It hurts me deeply and I just wish that I can continue my life like usual and move on. 

For those who keep making story..stop it!

If you still insist want to do it then DON'T INCLUDE ME in your story.

Please let me move on with my life happily.

I am over this things all already.

I trying to stand on my own now and please don't ruin it.

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I don't know what I did to you in the past until I get all these stupid things day by day.

I guess I deserve it and YES I will accept it with my open heart.

I know that someday the truth will come.

Do you know that our ego is just the same?

Do you realize that we both keep making each other life miserable?

Honestly, I'm not happy that we both become enemy.

For me, being your enemy or other person's enemy is useless.

You may say that I'm trying to ruined your life.

You may say that I'm evil.

You can say everything that you want..

I don't mind and I will accept it even though those words are too harsh,

because only god know the truth and someday you will know the truth.

I hope you happy with your new life now..

All the best to you..=)

- Please stop this stupid drama -

Get it right~!

Glee - Get it right..

A song that can describe everything that what I wanted to say...

What have I done? I wish I could

Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/g/glee-cast-lyrics/get-it-right-lyrics.html ]
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight